Wtf . Everything can't tell him . Tell him = quarrel . Quarrel = my fault . Suan le bah .
He just dn't understand . Know things about him , i can't angry . Í'm gg to breakdwn .
Useless . Pointless to tell him everything . In e' past i kept everything to myself .
He ask me to tell him everything dn't keep to myself . Now , i spout out everything to him .
He angry , dn't understand , give me that fxck up face . Suan le , it's better nt to tell .
Some words are better to be left unsaid .
I'm rly rly tired .
Can anyone tell me what to do ? I rly dn't knw how to handle it .
Sighs .
No one understands me .
I'm not scared to be alone at all in e' past . I can go out myself . I can do almost everything myself .
But now . I'm starting to be afraid to be alone . Sighs .
I feel like crying everytime . But i hate it ! Who knw's i'm crying ? Who knw's i'm sad ?
No one okay ? I cry = my fault . Is he gonna wipe away my tears ? No .
Can he differentiate when i'm sad or disappointed ? No . This is 2 diff. matters .
Did he ever stand up for me like how my friends shield me ? No .
Why am i so silly ?
I dn't wanna continue in this way . It's rly tiring . Very tiring .
</div></div>