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(no subject)	[Mar. 24th, 2009\|07:37 pm]
Please relink me ! Switch back to blogger . & no longer updating here (; Click this link , for my new blog ! Http://www.sshaylarose.blogspot.com Http://www.sshaylarose.blogspot.com Http://www.sshaylarose.blogspot.com Thanks guys for commenting me asking me to cheerup (; I'm fine alrdy . Especially Fangying ! Ha . Love you !
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(no subject)	[Mar. 23rd, 2009\|03:46 am]
I'LL BE BACK SOON ! Wait for me . Sorry Fy , i'll contact you soon . I just wanna be alone . Sorry others , for not replying your texts , on msn , or answering your fone calls .
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I AM BACK !	[Mar. 22nd, 2009\|12:37 am]
But i dn't feel like posting in Live Journal . I'v decided to switch back to blogger ! Wait for my return as a blogger alrights ? Toodles . I'm still thinking of my url ); Here's a sneak preview of what's happening to me for e' past few days . - Every mon - thurs having school . Skipped Lit's lessons . - I saw a Rainbow again ! - Kbox w dor & her classmate . - Xiaodi's wedding . - Jurong pt w baby . - Bugis w baby . - Baby bought me Laneige foundation . - Baby bought me 5pairs of fake lashes . - I've got my furry jacket on on9 shop . - I've got my bling bling earpiece from on9 shop that baby pay for me . - I've got my bomber jacket from on9 shop . - Fen jie ask me go work , but i didn't attend . - Some probs w baby . - I fxcking banged my head on e' wall while i'm throwing tantrums ( My head is so pain now ! ) - Again , i banged my forehead on e' wall . - Fang Ying has always been there for me while i'm feeling dwn these few days . - & i love Chin Fang Ying to e' core . - Nearly on e' fone everyday w Chin Fang Ying . - E' pg mall bag i'v ordered & baby pay for me fr a on9 shop intended to bring to genting is OOS ! Damn . - I'm still waiting for my geo & dueba lens to mail to me ))); - I'v bought 2 tops & 1 dress from purpur . Lovin' it ! SALES ! - I want that heels from Jurong Pt ); But e' price is so not worth it . Gan ji teh exp can ! Readers , help me think of a url ); My mind is so blanked now !
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(no subject)	[Mar. 19th, 2009\|11:30 am]
No mood to blog . Wtf . Everything can't tell him . Tell him = quarrel . Quarrel = my fault . Suan le bah . He just dn't understand . Know things about him , i can't angry . Í'm gg to breakdwn . Useless . Pointless to tell him everything . In e' past i kept everything to myself . He ask me to tell him everything dn't keep to myself . Now , i spout out everything to him . He angry , dn't understand , give me that fxck up face . Suan le , it's better nt to tell . Some words are better to be left unsaid . I'm rly rly tired . Can anyone tell me what to do ? I rly dn't knw how to handle it . Sighs . No one understands me . I'm not scared to be alone at all in e' past . I can go out myself . I can do almost everything myself . But now . I'm starting to be afraid to be alone . Sighs . I feel like crying everytime . But i hate it ! Who knw's i'm crying ? Who knw's i'm sad ? No one okay ? I cry = my fault . Is he gonna wipe away my tears ? No . Can he differentiate when i'm sad or disappointed ? No . This is 2 diff. matters . Did he ever stand up for me like how my friends shield me ? No . Why am i so silly ? I dn't wanna continue in this way . It's rly tiring . Very tiring . </div></div>
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Paranoid .	[Mar. 17th, 2009\|12:01 am]
I'll be back soon ! Tons of unhappy things are happening to me . I'm giving up my r/s soon . Very soon . I rly can't take it anymore . This would be e' last goodbye . I always turn back . But never anymore this time . I'm sick & tired . I shld find a new one , He never fails to make me disappointed . You never understands me . You're not e' one i need . SHUTUP & BYE . I knw i'm a lil nuts .
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Baby POP alrdy !	[Mar. 14th, 2009\|02:16 pm]
13 March , Friday . Wokeup very early in e' morning . & went to meet baby's father to his camp ! For his Pop Day ;D E' parade is so funny . I'm lazy to upload pics of his parade , will do it tonight (; Aft his parade we went over to np to eat . & went home waited for him to bathe & change . Went np again . & to kovan . & back to yishun to eat @ S-11 . Homed ! I've got my sibei chio COACH wrislet ! Happy* Happy*
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DJ . Play e' music louder !	[Mar. 9th, 2009\|05:37 am]
I AM SICK ! Running nose , cough & headache . These 3 symptoms are e' KILLERS ! Poor nose . Swollen ! So ugly now . Many hope(s)* that my nose will be alright on baby's POP day ! I think i'm switching back to blogger soon . I'm gonna miss my fayellacy ); It's so much of a hassle right ? But i still prefer blogger . Thought i could spend these 2 years until baby is ord to blog on my livejournal . But .. but .. I changed my mind . Fri . Baby lied to me . Saying that he can't book out cos' he had been confined . I believed & went back to sleep . Out of a sudden , voices woke me up . I heard someone's voice resembles like baby's & my bro talking . When i opened my eyes i saw baby beside me playing w my lil' bro . ==' ! I scolded & kept whack him like crazy . Lols ! & i quickly got up from my bed & prepared . Cabbed to sunplaza 1st . After getting my stuffs we went amk hub . & ahxiang came by cab to fetch us to Yishun Safra . Met baby's friends there . & i played pool w baby . I wasn't feeling well , so we cabbed home ! Sat . I wokeup very very early . & i dn't knw why i attitude baby ); Sorry ! & get my Pg Mall bag from a buyer . & off we go town ! It sucks ! Cos' it was raining ! & i was sick ! We went home very early . I'VE GOT NO MOOD TO BLOG . Sorry readers .
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School was great !

[Mar. 6th, 2009|04:23 am]

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In My Own Words .

History Class w Jacey (;

With our textbooks ! Ha .

Our cig makes e' effect . Lols !

E' ' re qing ' guy , i'v mentioned on my previous post !
Lols . Jacey says he's damn steady . Ok la , agree w her .
& he helps us buy our textbooks but charged us @ $5 only . So nice of him .

Didn't upload e' rest . I looked so ugly in it ! );

I'm late for school ytd for my Lit & today's Eng class again .

I'v met a new girl again in sch today . While walking to sch , she patted on me while i was listening on my mp3 . & we talked all e' way to school (; Most of em' are friendly , but some ( ... ) Z ! Lols .

I'm having Maths tuiton @ my counselling center later @ 5pm - 7pm . My mood is so ( ;/ ) & baby says he's gonna fetch me later (; But i doubt he'll be able to find e' place . Noob ! Still say he knows ==' Ha ! Before gg tuition i need to make a trip dwn to amk 1st to get my stuffs . Time check 4.46am nw . I think i might nt be able to wake up on time later on . Damn my sleeping timing . So irregular . Suffering from insomnia always ! Currently msging w jiayu , this siao zabor whenever she feels ' those things ' ard her she'll msg me . Macham i'm her bf ! Lols .

Maybe Sat gg Marina floating platform to watch e' S'pore Entertainment Awards . See whether baby wanna acc. me go . But my tix @ e' green zone . Sian 1/2 ! There's Luo Zhi Xiang ! Omg . Faints*

I'M SICK . Down w cough . Suck it ! Coughing non-stop all e' way .

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Reminiscing , i still miss my past .

[Mar. 4th, 2009|06:00 am]

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I came to realised so many things when i'm alone . I miss those people in my past . But now they're all gone . They've their own life & new friends . What about me ? Ever since Mel was migrated over to Las Vegas & something happened to Adrian Toh , i've no true friends until now . They never failed to be there for me when i'm down . They never failed to stand up for me when i'v problems . They're e' best-est friends you can ever have ! & they're so impt to me , & this is e' fact that will never change (; They understands me , ey' knew i'm very bad tempered but still , ey' gave in to me countless times . So what i change my attitude now ? I'm surrounded by hypocrites & 2 headed snake . Ey' took me for granted & even climb over me . Once bitten , twice shy . After that incident onwards , i never trust anyone . But myself . I learn to be independant . I can live w/o my friends . I can enjoy shopping alone . I can do almost everything alone . But i can't afford to lose my family . & i will not rely on baby (;

Now i finally understand e' meaning of this quote :
Dn't ever make someone your priority , if someone is only making you as an option .

School was alright today . I fell asleep in class again ! I didn't did it on purpose . I'm too tired ); But after exchanging seat w a classmate , i sat beside jacey . I became so energised . Lols ? We're talking non-stop ;D & Si Jiayu didn't attend school today ! Still have e' cheek to ask me why i didn't call her when i'm attending school ! Part tor w bf until mother name also forget alrdy . Siao zabor . Hahahaha

Idk why i can't upload pictures ;/ Will upload tmr (;

I miss baby ); Damn his bunkmates !! All for one , one for all ;/ One person smoke in toilet , all of em' kena confine ! Nb ! Pray hard hard baby will be able to book out on fri as usual .

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Miss Independant .

[Mar. 3rd, 2009|09:08 am]

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Visit my online blogshop @ http://www.shopping-at-faye.blogspot.com
Bling bling & other assorted earpiece preorder is up ! Do visit ;D

Can see one of my Literature class , classmate ? This uncle in his 50's alrdy .
But yet he's a chinese teacher in public school .

I wokeup very early today ! Like ard 7.30am ? Cos' i slept early ytd . Rushed home aft school for e' sake of my beauty sleep . Ha ! & ytd i wasn't late for sch . 500 yrs once miracle . But i make Jiayu waited for me like almost 1hr ! ); Sorry girl . Ha . E' moment i reached her radio starts ==' This is what she said ' Wah i wait for you no rain become got rain ah , sky bright become dark ah ' Z ! Lols . I kept laughing non-stop . Went popular to get my SS textbks but is OOS ! & had my lunch/dinner @ LJS . Walked under e' rain to sch . My hair was wet ! Fxck ass . & guess who i saw in my maths night class ?! My sec sch mate ! Satheeson e' buffalo which i used to call him . This is indeed very very lame . I only knew his presence 10 mins before sch dismissed . & i didn't noticed him on my very 1st lessons of sch ! In add something causing it to be more lame is .. He actually sat infront of me ! Which i dn't even know . & i scolded him for not calling me when he saw me entering e' class , like how i used to during sec sch . So happy to see him there ! HAHA . & we talked about our sec sch tcher Mr David Chia , so cool as he still rmb me (; Sad thing is , i'm only same class w him for Maths . My eng lessons is on thurs as his is on wed . & i met 2 new classmates too . One guy sitting beside me is working at a driving centre , CDC . & i asked him whether isit true that e' legal age to learn driving has been changed from 18 to 21 ? Thank god it's still 18 ! Screw those peepo who spread e' news as 21 . My classmate says few yrs later maybe it'll changed to 21 . I'm suchha' loner when it comes to breaktime ); Jiayu is in a diff. class from me so our breaktime is diff too . I went to smoke alone w/o her .

My Maths O lvl cfm GG ! I totally catch no ball @ all what e' tcher is talking about ?! Luckily e' guy who sits besides me also CNB . There's someone who can acc. me to CNB ! Yay ;D

My Maths class . Peepo heads are blocking me !! I can't see what's on e' board . ( F5 ) !

Me & Yf darling .

Yummy !

I was on e' fone w bb just now as he's having free time . Lols ! He like to talk crap de leys ! Buay tahan my boyf .

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